Wednesday, May 5, 2010

i need help,TALK TO ME,CONCERN ME PLS...

now is 3.05am,5.5.2010
at KPJ hospital....me stay at hospital accompany mother

im in sad mood now,who can talk to me,i really need talk with someone....
im sorry,i know im very weak than wat urs aspects.but im really weak now....
im sorry to SAMUEL,WEE JOE N JENNY N .....bcos olady late nite still call n msg u alls
but i wish u all are here...im really helpless now...
i wish my family,my dear bro,my friends are with me together now...

jz now at 230 am,i was in my dream,n suddenly my mum says she want to go toilet(she says she can go alone)then i continue lying in my bed.....
5 minutes later,i heard smth fall down in the toilet,....oh,god....my mum was fall down in the toilet...
i quickly go and help her to stand up,but i cant....i cant....bcos im not enough strong n she is very weak,even she keeps saying that she okey,she can stand up,but she dont even have the energy to stand up also.......after that i saw bleeding on her hand...im scare.who can i call,after that i faster call nurse,luckily 1 nurse jz passing by the room,then she jz help me to carry up my mum to the sofa,that time i saw bleeding....very nervous ....
then few nurse coming in also,to ask my mum some basic question then send the to x-ray again...all the way i follow her,all the way i felt scare....im scare....
however,when im writing this blog my mum was after scanning n she is sleeping now....

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